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2012-02-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's Valentine's Day.. Mm, time really flies. I remember the first time I 'really' spent Valentine's Day was when I was Secondary Two. Back then I spent it with M and we weren't together yet. I think it was really cute and funny now that I think back, haha. Then we got together about a month after V Day, but broke off 2 months or so after. Mm, really brief ikr! The following V Day was SUPPOSED to be spent with J but I ended up spending it with M again. How I actually cancelled on J last minute because of M... Now that I think back I was really a bastard mm.. But whatever it is, J and I settled down and we spent like the next 3 years of V Day together. It was really sweet, but yeah, just memories shall be kept, :) This year, I'd be spending Valentine's single. It really breaks my heart, still.. But whatever it is, it's not only a day for couples right? :) May tomorrow be a happy day for everyone! ^^

2012-02-10T02:57:00.002+08:00

I think I'm just gonna' rant on and on...
Timecheck: 3:03AM. I've just finished compiling all my project work. This week's been really hectic and all. Sigh, feeling fucking drained out already. So glad that it's Friday tomorrow, and there's no school.

Everyday is basically the same. School> Home> Camp on computer do project. No joke, not exaggerating. Doing till 3am the LEAST every night. Then end up leh? Miss 9am or 10am tutorial classes, -_- Lazy to get up, sleep in till afternoon. Seriously sia, damn bad habit. Got another warning letter again walao eh fml man seriously.

^ His face totally slap-able right! HAHAHA! Alright, on a happier note, tomorrow's the submission date= no more projects! (For this semester that is) Oh, there's still another presentation next week, but I hope it'll all go well! :) Everyone's starting on revision already while me leh... Projects and projects. Shall start my revision tomorrow!!! (I hope)

Random Chinese New Year updates. Can't even remember how I spent my CNY lor. But this year's rather quiet.. \: And it kinda' reminded me of my grandparents sigh wished they were still here. Oh well, :) Visited a few friend's place. Could only remember Shaun's place well cuz' I lost like 20 bucks there walao, -___-

K shall turn in now and go for driving tomorrow. Pray I don't hit a curb AGAIN. And please pray that I'll pass my TP this month so I can drive my friends around to have supper, I need all the luck I can get seriously. Hehe shall end with a picture of Jon and me. (I know he'll see this, hehe.)

2012-02-08T02:05:00.000+08:00

So many things to do, yet so little time.
Sigh.. 24 hours a day is never enough.

2012-01-23T01:34:00.002+08:00

新年快乐!!! :) :) :)

Spent my New Year's Eve at Bishan helping my parents. Mm, I wouldn't say it's a bad thing. Cuz' in a way, we've spent the day as a family, :) Just that some fucking customers keep complaining non stop. Food serve slow complain never mind leh, serve fast also want to complain! Smlj sia seriously! 'MAN YI DIAN, TAI KUAI LE.' SEMO SIA SERIOUSLY! LOL, ok whatever it is, today was reallyyyy tiring, and my parents broke the record of making most money today, hehe. If it didn't rained, it would've been more lor! Had our reunion 'dinner' at like 11pm, more like supper already right? Hehe, still it was awesome! Had steamboat!!! Alright, it's nearing 2am, shall head to bed soon and wait for my relatives to come over tomorrow! ^^

2012-01-21T01:33:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we waste too much time to think about someone that doesn't think about us for even a second.

2012-01-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

For the first time today, I decided to head straight home after School! I honestly wanted to just go home, take an afternoon nap and catch up with all my assignments. But Kelly came over, and y'know... I didn't get ANYTHING done at all! Haha, oh well, what to expect right? We just literally lazed around the entire day, strumming my Guitar + singing. Haha, awesome! Anyway, tomorrow's Friday. It's SUPPOSED to be a no-school day right? I was supposed to have Driving lessons lor, but my teacher just had to tell us last minute that there'll be make up lesson for CNY tomorrow. Grrr, no choice but to attend cuz' it's Quiz related, :( Sad life. K, shall turn in soon. Will be out with Daryn tomorrow celebrating his 20th tomorrow, hehe! :)

Can't wait for Chinese New Year!!! ^^

2012-01-14T02:45:00.006+08:00

'Parachute- Kiss Me Slowly' on replay now. Haha! Random much I know. Anyway, just got home from a midnight movie at E!hub with the few usuals. Caught 'We Not Naughty'! Isn't too bad, :) So... It's Friday The 13th today! I had my 3rd Driving Lesson this afternoon! Anywayzzz.. I headed to Ubi for the first time by bus (cuz' normally my parents would send me there) with Fadhli and we just literally got lost la. I know damn fail, we ended up walking rounds after rounds, and I was half an hour late. Woah, seriously damn pissed with myself cuz' that half an hour was costly enough... Gosh, why am I so bad at directions! :( I don't know if I'd be able to pass my Driving next month, it's like pretty rushing, but aiya... Hopefully I'll still be able to pass? Preaseahprease, hehehe. Alright, Guitar lesson tomorrow, shall head to bed soon, :) May tomorrow be a better day, ;)

Note to self: Complete my assignments on Sunday. Shall start this semester proper!

I hate it whenever I see information about you, be it via online or whatsoever, cuz' it just makes me feel that whatever I've been through, be it the heartache I've endured or the tears I've struggled through, were all in vain.. ImysmJ.

2012-01-06T01:10:00.002+08:00

My favourite Primary School Girls, always, :)

Finally a week of school is over. Though it's only like 3 days of school for me this week, but it's long enough to make me feel this tired. With only a mere 6 hours or less of sleep everyday, I'm dreading to go to school every single day. Sigh, what's new? Really. Anyway, just handed up an assignment and I'm feeling good about it cuz' I think I did place in effort, :) Got back 2 results this week! Disappointing Engine Maths results- 50/100, when I really did study. Oh, and Contract Management- 30.5/50, in which I'm pretty glad with it cuz' half my class failed, means I didn't do that bad right? Hehe. Well, gettin' some other results next week, pray I won't fail any?

Alright, so short update on what I did today? Headed to Town with Esther- Seems pretty long since I've last caught up with her! Glad we did today, and of course had much fun together, as usual! Walked around Town till our legs broke, we both walked like soooo slowyyy, cuz' we're lazy like that! Haha! K, I shall head to bed, get up earlier to do my assignments, and then maybe meet Jeff for Dinner! 晚安!

2012-01-01T23:55:00.003+08:00

It's the FIRST of January 2012! Happy New Year!!!!

We've survived!!! HAHAHA, LAME BUT.... Hehe. Had an awesome time at Marina Floating Platform with the usuals! Really, enjoyed myself so much. Love the fireworks especially, :) It's really great to see the fireworks right in front of our eyes this year! Like, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1! BOOM, fireworks!!! Hahaha, awesome much! Then danced and jumped like nobody's business after everything was over. And right now my legs still aches lor, walao weak man... Hehe. Took a cab back at like 6am, and just zonked out on my bed straight! I spent my first day of new year at home... :( But well, relatives came over, and it was also good! Felt so sleepy for the entire day today. It's like the second last day of Holidays, and I'm home, which is like the first time this entire Holidays! Awesome much huh, hahaha! I spent the whole day doing my school work lor, and I'm not even done.. :( Tomorrow's the last day, gotta' chiong everythinggg! Meeting Kj tomorrow to finish the mask up, PRAY I'LL COMPLETE IT. Haha, alright, g'night darlings!

2011-12-31T03:35:00.003+08:00

It's the last day of 2011. Time really flies so quickly, especially this year. It's like gone in a blink of an eye. It feels like I've just ended Poly not long, and now a year had already passed. Woah, really, this year can be said, by far, to be the worst year for me. So many things happened within this year. How I didn't score so well for my O's, and ended up in Temasek Poly's Integrated Facility Management. Truth be told, I don't really feel very happy in this course/ school. All along, I wanted to go to a JC, even now, I kinda' regretted that I didn't do well enough, though I could enter 2 JCs but still..... Mm, the people I meet in Poly, of course some are nice, but it's like I don't hang out with them at all, other than in school. It's not that I dislike them or whatsoever, but it's just that... The people feel so different.. Not forgetting the studies part, whereby I didn't do well, at all. Sometimes I'd wonder what am I even learning, sigh. Secondly, would be how much I've drifted from some of my friends. Of course some will still stay close, but just not as close as before. It's pretty disappointing, but there's nothing we can do about it cuz' everyone will be tired of trying in the end. Lastly, how I've lost J. Really, it's still so fucking heartbreaking whenever I think about it. How we've been together for 3 years, and everything just ended. The process was fucking torturous but yet I can't do anything about it. Yeah, guess it was my fault, who am I to blame. I wish I could be better at times.. But it's ok, so long as he's happy. After all these, it has made me stronger as well. Anyway, it's also time to put everything down. After I've lost J, I realised that most of the guys around me treat me better than him. I'm not trying to boast, but it just made me realise what a fool I am to shed so much tears for him. Though it's still tough, I'll be able to get through this, in time. This too, shall past, isn't it? :)

May 2012 be a better and more awesome year ahead, :)
Happy New Year in advanced!

2011-12-30T03:58:00.002+08:00

Hi hi hi, feeling so bored right now. It's like 4am already, guess I should get to bed soon. Gotta' be up at like 12pm+ tomorrow. Ehhh, it's pretty early for me when it's Holidays ok~ Haha! Gonna' be baking with Elaine tomorrow. Er, not really baking, more of like MAKING chocolates, ;) Hopefully it'll turn out good, then I can give it to people. If not... I'd just forget it, hahaha! Alright then, may countdown be a good one, ;)

2011-12-28T15:02:00.002+08:00

It's 3pm right now. Supposed to meet Doreen at 3:30pm at WhiteSands, but she has yet to reply any of my text so I reckon she's still sleeping! Shall just wait for her to reply me, if not I'd be waiting like an idiot at WhiteSands right?! Haha yes, so I'm really bored right now. Still in the midst of the Holiday, it's gonna' end soon. Gosh, 2 weeks really isn't enough. I've been out like every.freaking.single.day! It's pretty tiring, but it's a good way to enjoy your Holidays am I righttt! But this way, I've not completed my assignments at all, :( Guess I'd better get started on it soon!

Random update! Went Timbre with Andre like 2 days back or something. Really love the lady who sung that day! Haha. It's really nice to just be there, enjoying the music and food, :) But it's only convenient when you've a car though hmm... Can't wait till I get my license! Hehe. Though I've not even attended a single class so far... So many things to do, yet so little time! :(

K, Doreen just texted me! Time to get prepared! Till then!

2011-12-25T01:27:00.000+08:00

Had a Steamboat with Jon and co, as seen from the picture above. And like 3 days later, another Steamboat with my girls, as seen from the picture below. Haha, awesome. How to not get fat like that you tell me? Anywayyy, it's past 12am, and so it's Christmas! Initially wanted to send a Christmas text to everyone I love but nahhh, mood just got ruined. Haha, what a GREAT day to start my Christmas. Feel so lonely, it's Christmas but it's just me and my Computer now. Family went Genting... Miss them so much!! :( But it's alright, I'm sure the day will end well at Florence's Chalet later on, :)

Merry Christmas, everyone! Keep smiling, :)

2011-12-19T01:33:00.004+08:00

Exams are finally over. Ah, feeling so much more relieved now. Pray pray pray that I'll do better than the previous semester! Finally have the time to just laze around at home to watch my Korean drama, walao been so long lor really.. It's like I missed out so many episodes already!

So anywayyy, celebrated Justin's Birthday last week or something at Marina Barrage. I can still remember so clearly I witnessed a proposal there. Walao why so sweet you tell me. Someone also do that to me? HAHAHAHA. Celebrated Keeway's Birthday as well. All the November babies, :) Haha just some random update, ok heading to bed naozzz gudnite darlings.

May Christmas be a good one, please. Don't hate, love more, :)

2011-12-14T12:10:00.004+08:00

Been awhile since I've last updated, isn't it? As heard from Jon as well, hehe. Currently busy with my MST, like everyone else. (TP Students) Can't wait till the Exams are over, and I'll enjoy hard! :) Last paper on Friday, pray that it'll go well. I really hope to score a better Gpa for this semester, my results sucks lor! :(

Have been feeling so horrible (emotionally) recently. Ughr really can't seem to control my emotions well, especially when I keep them all to myself. Not like anyone will really understand how I feel as well..? Ha ha ha? Sigh, I really wish....

为什么要伤害那么爱你的人?

2011-11-26T11:55:00.004+08:00

HI! It's like 12pm, and there's nothing much to do so I've decided to do a random update here, hehehe. OH YA, woke up at 9am today because there's RTT at 10:30am. And FYEAHHHH, I passed my bloody RTT! Like finally lor, I thought I was gonna' fail, again. Got Guitar Lesson at 1pm later on, feeling so lazy to head out lor, especially with this sudden downpour. Grrr!

School- I think I'm coping better with my studies now (As compared to the previous semester)! Quiz every now and then, it's like in a week there's always 2. Just got a few papers back recently! Got 12/20 for my Maths, not too bad right? I mean seriously, no A Maths background= It's really difficult to understand. Hehe, so being able to pass is good enough, for me. Oh, got HCSP back as well, 78/100, not bad eh!!! Hahaha. Had like 2 quiz 2 days ago as well, but I reckon I'm gonna' fail both lor, no joke. Tskkk, need to buck up more! ;)

The day we went to Town to get Esther's present! Had lunch/ dinner at Coco Curry House. Hehe, have been eating there pretty often recently! Introduced by Jon, it's pretty good! :) So yep, anyway, Esther's Birthday Chalet is later on! Hehehe can't wait to see her and enjoy!

Can't even remember when this picture was taken, much less to remember what we even did. I think it was the day when we got Shreya's present? Should be! The picture above makes me crave for Gong Cha right now lorrrr.

The day we surprised Shreya during her Birthday! I think it was rather fail la. We were supposed to head to her place to surprise her, but on the way there from WhiteSands, we saw her at the bus stop with her Mum. Hahaha, and we all quickly squat down to light up the candles on the cake, and walked towards her, sang her Happy Birthday in the middle on Town Park. But I think damn sweet also leyyy, no? Hehehe damn cute.

Random meet up with Keeway after School. Can't remember the exact details as well.. Mm, this is why most of my friends always say I've goldfish memory, .____. So anyway, I remember we satisfied our Xiao Long Bao cravings over at Din Tai Fung. Hehehe, damn good please! :D

Damn fail picture above, I know. HAHA. Phuture with the girls! What a night man seriously. Oh, that was my first time having Carl's Jr, hehe damn fail I know. But it wasn't too bad! So yeah, had fun with the girls at Phuture. Drank and partied like no tomorrow. Seriously lor, danced from like 12pm to 4am no joke mannnn. Hahaha, overall it was really great!

Another random meet up with my cat. We had Tau Huey that day. This girl hor, seriously cannot stop eating lor. I wonder where all her fats went to, or she just shits too much. HAHAHA. Anyway this sweetie got me a rose. We randomly walked past a florist shop and I said "Wa rose leh, I also want." and she got it straight away for me. WHY SHE SO SWEET YOU TELL ME!!!! Love her so much!!!! Hehehe. Really makes my day, :)

2011-11-21T00:55:00.002+08:00

Sometimes humans will feel tired. Tired of feeling this way, tired of waking up everyday only to think of what I've lost, tired of the memories that never fails to linger in my mind every time I lay on my bed before I sleep, tired of giving it my best but yet to receive disappointment after another and not to forget the endless heartaches. Just tired of trying. Tried, tired.

This too, shall past. It just takes a little longer and tougher than usual.

2011-11-20T03:06:00.003+08:00

How I spent my Halloween! I know it was quite some time back, but it was cuz' the photos were uploaded recently only. Hehe just wanna' blog for memories sake! ;) And anyway this entry will only have the photo above, and I chose it because I love the Joker hehehe. Why so handsome siolll. He's not photogenic, but he really looks good. (With make up on, that is!)

It was supposed to be an interesting trip to an unknown place planned by Jon, but it was cancelled somehow. So yep, went with Florence and co that day! Headed to Escape. APPARENTLY, it was the last Halloween ever there, cuz' Escape's closing down. But aiyaaa, close also better, build something more useful. HAHAHA, not that I hate Escape but ya... So yep, free admission for Nebo members, haha! It was pretty crowded, the games there were pretty pathetic.. But love the photos taken there, :) Some of them really scared me lor! Hehehe, overall it was a great time spent with the company!

2011-11-12T01:15:00.003+08:00

Really love the photo above, but Jon's face just had to be there! And why my arm looks so fat sia! JON SHOULD'VE PHOTOSHOPPED IT LIKE SLIMMER OR SOMETHING LOR. OH, waiting for the rest of the photos to be uploaded. I know Jon will see this (#1 stalker) so I just wanna' remind him, HAHAHA. Halloween photos (excited) + GuanLiang's Birthday + today's photos (Thou' not a lot, but still!) + don't know still got whatever photos hehehe. Poor him, :(

K so a little update. Feeling so bored now.. So I shall randomly blog! Gonna' turn in after I'm done with this post, so sleepyyyy but I just ate so I'm feeling so full at the same time as well. Met Elaine yesterday and we had 18 Chef for lunch. How long since I've last had that, and it was still pretty good! :) Caught 11/11/11 as well. I couldn't really get it.. :( K, I forgot what we did after that....

So it's a Friday today and I had no School hehe. Woke up around 11am, OH AND I CAUGHT 1111AM LOR SO HAPPY. But I missed 1111PM SIGH x999! It's ok, 1111PM isn't exactly 1111 cuz' it's 2311 right? Making myself feel slightly better, hehe! So yep, got up and met Matthew at WhiteSands. Finally had the determination to study (harder) for my school work. Today is like the first day I've actually made an effort to study other than in school, literally. After like 3 weeks (Is it?) in school, today's like the first day I've actually opened my book other than in school, hahaha so much for putting in more effort.. :(

Met Matthew and he taught me HCSPLAN. Having this test this coming Monday, PLEASE LET THE PAPER BE MANAGEABLE FOR ME. Sometimes I wonder why Matthew's so smart, why can't I be like him lor. Ok enough nonsense, studied for like 2 hours and met Daryn for lunch after that. Had Subway, can't even remember when was the last time I ate Subway lor. Didn't do much and I don't know how did we even spend hours doing nothing. Met Jeff and co after that. Safra for Bowling, AND OH I BROKE MY NAIL AND IT BLED PAINFUL LORRRR. Dinner at Pizza Hut then, and headed back. Gahhhhhh, Guitar Lesson + Town tomorrow. MAY TOMORROW AND EVERYDAY BE A HAPPY DAY.

2011-11-06T14:09:00.020+08:00

So it's a lazy Sunday today, and there's no school tomorrow! Woooo! This means there's only 3 schooling days next week because there's no school on Friday either. Hehehe! I like! Just woken up, been long since I've slept this long, ;) Still deciding if I should head out later... Just feel like lazing on my sofa to watch my drama the whole day hmm... Hahaha!

Ok so since I've got the time now, I shall have a proper update! ;)
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Trip to MBS! My Dad had some sort of free room, for the second time! I remember the first time we didn't go as well because they went overseas or something.. Now yet again, they're going overseas, so why waste the tickets again?! So called some of the usuals! It was a school day, but everyone wanted to go all the same, haha!

Met Jeff and Fauzy after School that day, and took bus 518 to Town to check in to room 518, ;) The room's alright I guess? It's just that there's no reception there and it's reallyyyy bad! Was feeling so hungry while waiting for the rest to arrive! Wanted to call room service but it was so expensive and I reckon the portion wouldn't be big as well! So headed to Shoppes @ MBS. Went Food Court to have our meal! Duck rice at $7! Woah, really expensive I must say! Headed back then after we've had our stomach filled! ;)

So the rest arrived like finally! We were all feeling so lazyyyy to head out to the Infinity Pool! All just wanna' laze around and all, haha! Finally overcome our lazy bugs to head out and not waste the chance!

And woah, really didn't regret going! It was such a beautiful sight, really. The lighting were all awesome. Thou' we were freezing, I still think it was all worth while! :)

Headed back to the hotel then, changed and all. Then Shreya went off! We were all tired and hungry. Tired because all of us woke up early that day for school, tired from 'playing' at the Pool. Wanted to call for Pizza delivery but the service kinda' f up ahhhh! So we settled with Mac instead. Mac at like 1am in the morning, hehehe, ;) Then Jon connected his laptop to the Tv and we watched shows till we all fell asleep, :)

Woke up at like 6am the next morning because Jon had to be such an ass (as usual) to wake everyone up with his loud preparation of heading to School! Haha! So yep, Jon went off, all of us lazed on the bed for another while before heading out!

Had Breakfast at Food Court- Toast + half boiled eggs + milo! No idea why all of us couldn't finish it, it wasn't bad but... I don't know, hehe. So after breakfast, we walked around exploring like some tourist, hahaha!

Headed back to the Hotel. We were all feeling sooo sleeeepyyy, so we rest for like an hour or so. Esther just had to keep waking us up to head to the Sky Park, haha! So yesss, we got up, and headed up! Yayyy the sight was really awesome, just that it was really humid lor. Took some pictures and headed back to the Hotel to check out! :)

Walked around Shoppes again then. Had nothing much to do and all of us were feeling so tired. So we bought Gong Cha and headed home after that!

Hehehe really enjoyed myself very much and hope everyone did too!!!! :) :)

2011-11-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

What's the point when there's nothing left to look forward to anymore everyday?

2011-10-28T18:11:00.001+08:00

So like everyone else, School has already started. Sigh, major sigh. It's as though the Holidays passed so quickly. But it's ok, I know it's time that I should stop lazing around all day doing nothing, and instead do something more useful, :)

Timetable's pretty alright, I guess? I've no School on Friday, that's pretty awesome isn't it?! It's like my weekends are 'extended'! Hehe! But of course with advantage comes disadvantage! I've longer schooling hours now. I end at 4pm everyday, except for Monday which is the worst- 7pm! Gosh, 9am to 7pm- 10 hours in School.. :( Oh well, gotta' stop complaining and start studying PROPER!

May everything go smoothly for me and everyone else this semester! :)

2011-10-20T00:38:00.003+08:00

I know I've done this before but I'm bored.. So another 15 personality facts bout' me? :)

1. I've a pretty bad memory, no joke. I've got great difficulties even remembering my close friend's Birthdays. (And still having this problem.)
2. Though I hate to admit this, I'm a rather boring person to be with. (Heard from a few, just realised..)
3. I so seldom strike a conversation, and I don't like to talk too much.
4. Whenever I look at someone, I look at their dressing first.
5. How a person dresses, affects how I think of them. I personally think dressing too casually/ untidy when you go out with someone shows how unimportant that person is to you.
6. I really don't like wearing full black, unless I'm 'forced' to do so.
7. I so seldom wear slippers, and don't really like to because I think it looks too casual.
8. I secretly have this problem of getting sick of someone, but I never tell. I let time pass, and if possible, get rid of this 'sickness' I've in me for that person.
9. I dream quite a lot, but I forget them a minute after I wake up.
10. I cannot multi task. And in fact, I'm pretty bad at it.
11. I'd take fancy for guy older than me to a guy younger/ same aged as me more.
12. I am MUCH friendlier on cyber as compared to real life.
13. I will try to save up on anything but food.
14. I hate waiting for people.
15. I've got an attitude problem, I admit it, but know my limit.

2011-10-15T00:35:00.002+08:00

Artistic shot above taken by Jon, ah ah siol~ Hahahaha! Quick updates about my life recently? Holidays damn shiok, everyday got free time to just laze around at home to watch my drama. Just finished another show- Shining Inheritance. Show's not too bad, guys in the show not good looking, HAHAHA! Anyway, I know I won't get the chance to do so when School reopens soon. Glad that there's still bout' another week, Tp's the last to resume back to School. (Also because Tp's the last to start Holidays!)

Visited Coral with the usual. Miss Coral- A BIT! Not for the classes and all, but for the times spent there, the people I know etc, :) Then went to get Jon's present- Dr Martens! Hehe, I think it looks rather good on him!

Ok abrupt ending- Gonna' eat my supper which my Dad packed back for me! ^^

2011-10-13T02:33:00.008+08:00

BAKING RAINBOW CUPCAKES!

Xing and Esther came over to bake cookies and rainbow cupcakes. Well, I'd like to emphasize more on the rainbow cupcakes because they looked soooo pretty! So yep, went to get the ingredients then headed back. When we reached my place, we realised that we had forgotten to buy something. Gosh, then Esther and I had to cycle out to get it. Girl power ah ah siol~ I almost died from cycling up slope, no joke.

So we took pretty long to get it all done. Cookies were rather fine! It was not too sweet, and it was soooo chocolate-y, just the way I liked it to be! ;) Oh, and not forgetting Esther's favourite chocolate chips, haha!

Then moved on the doing our rainbow cupcakes! I was so excited because I've been looking through rainbow cakes online for a few weeks already. Just by looking at them really make me wanna' drool already wa so good no words can describe!! Initially I thought I would just love to order one, but instead Xing suggested we should bake! Woah awesome or what, hehehe! Had much fun mixing the colourings, hehehe. Love the pink and purple. Funny how we forgot to buy yellow though......

The outcome wasn't too bad. It tastes better than I expected as well! Turned out pretty, awwww!! Of course all these wouldn't have been done without the help of HaiXing! Hehehe, I really know nothing bout' baking! :(

Ok, so the conclusion is as such in the picture below.... Hehehe. Well, cannot compare to those on the internet/ tumblr lor! Seriously! Hehehe, really had so much fun baking with both of them. Would really love to bake again! Really wish I can bake well lor.... Happy happy day! :D

2011-10-10T01:03:00.003+08:00

It's another lazy Sunday today. I always love to just laze around on Sundays. Catching up on my Dramas, and having a good dinner with my Family. Isn't days like these just great?

This is my own space, for my own thoughts, isn't it?
Just for tonight, I'm a little more engrossed in my own world of thoughts because of what I've heard. Then it occurred to me, I guess those who're not close to me are actually having similar thoughts about me. They know me, but they don't even know my story. They think I'm a bitch who doesn't cherish and dump him. Just because someone goes after me, that makes me look like I'm all heartless. They think I'm like some heartless bitch who dumps the old for the new. The sleepless nights I've had, the times I've struggled to hang on and the tears I've shed, do I look like I need to announce it to the world? Or do I need to account it to you? Fuck you so much for judging, when you know nothing. You don't know how hard it actually is for me. Just because I don't say it, nor do I show it, doesn't mean I'm having it all easy. I really don't have the habit saying out my thoughts, but I'm more sensitive than anyone will ever know. There's so much behind us that you don't know. But don't judge me, because you'll never realise how dear he actually is to me, all these while, till now- JunXian.

I'll think a little more about you, just for tonight.

2011-10-03T01:27:00.005+08:00

Celebrated HaiXing belated 18th Birthday a few days ago.. Mm, still remember celebrating her exact Birthday with her as well. Going up to her place at midnight sharp just to wish her Happy 18th together with some others, and then heading to just catch up at the nearby coffee shop, not forgetting her dares, haha! I think it was a great surprise, I mean.. Small actions like these really shows how much effort placed in, to me. Haha.

So yeah, anyway, headed to Town with HaiXing and Esther to celebrate her Birthday. We had fun playing at Playnation. Hehe. Should go there earlier, 2 hours ain't enough! But really, had so much fun. Played till my hands ache, and I was being told off, because apparently this was nothing compared to working at Grand Hyatt, haha!

Jump shots taken as well! Haha, how long has it been since I've last taken pictures like these. Really couldn't stop laughing throughout while we were taking these photos. Girls will always have these kinda' crazy ideas of taking such photos, isn't it? ;)

Then we had dinner over at Sakae Sushi. Woah buffet siao, eat like crazy. My tummy pop out already. Hehe, some kinda' inside joke. Don't understand why so many people don't like to eat Salmon. Mm, gotta' specify RAW salmon. I mean.. It's like one of the best food on Earth man, seriously. Hehehehe.

Happy (very) belated 18th, HaiXing. I hope you've enjoyed as much as I did, :) Cheers to more upcoming Birthdays of us celebrating together! ;)

2011-09-27T01:32:00.004+08:00

Saw this on the net a few days back. Gahhh, doesn't it just look soooo good? Would really love to have a bite of it! Really wish I'm good with my hands, in which I can bake this on my own. Oh well, fat hope Dora. Hahaha, I really suck at doing such stuff... :( But I would really love to learn baking if I've the opportunity to hehe, ^.^

Haven't been doing much this Holiday.. Am rarely at home thou' hehe. Those 'rare' days are days when I fall sick... :( Had rashes last week which was pretty terrible. The itch was really killing me. Couldn't sleep well as well. The rashes wouldn't come of, EVEN TILL TODAY! Whenever I head out, there'd always be people starring at my leg. Confirm thinking like 'Wth this girl the leg so ugly!' Tsk tsk! It's pretty obvious some more sighhh. Gonna' wear leggings/ jeans more often now... >:( Hope it'll all subside fully soon thou'... Oh, and I woke up with a terrible stomachache today morning! Gosh, it was like hell. Can't explain how bad it was.. Excruciating max. Could literally die. Don't know if it was because something I ate, or what. Holidays can get all this sickness, school days also not so 'heng' lor please tsk tsk. It's still hurting now, but hopefully it won't tomorrow because I'll be out to celebrating Xing's belated!

Went Tampines just now with Mummy and Bryan to settle some phone stuff. Took back 2 iPhone white. Then again, there's not much difference. But white leh, why not? More chio right!!! But my computer's being such a bitch because it can't seem to sync from one to another... :( Hehehe, anyway, dined at Swenson's for Dinner just now. Mhmm, still remember always going to eat the Fish and Chips there, but not anymore now, why? I don't know also. Can't believe what I ate just now despite having this stomachache, I even ran to the toilet when I was at Tampines because I couldn't take it! Anyway, really wanna' eat the Ice Cream at Swenson's, looks oh sooo goodddd! Gonna' go there soon to have some hehe!

K, time to watch some drama then head to bed. Goodnight darlings.

2011-09-25T02:38:00.003+08:00

Something which was randomly on my mind after I've watched Queen Of Reversals. Something along the line with what was mentioned during a certain scene. No one in particular I'm referring to, but I just find it really, really meaningful, especially during that scene, thou' you might not think the same as me, :) Really heartbreaking to me, though..
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When I was with my first Boyfriend, I used to think he would always be my everything, that I won't be able to do without him. Even after we broke off, I'd still pin him down as the only guy I'd love wholeheartedly, throughout my entire life. He would be the only reason for my smile, and be the only one whom I'd cry so much for. I thought humans would only love one person in their entire life. How can someone just love another so easily? Or rather, how can human love so many in one life? Isn't it only right to love just one?

Time passes, my 'everything' became so distanced. I realised that there is indeed no forever love. When someone tells you they will love you forever, it isn't so. Why? Because we're all human, and time DOES heal your wounds. Time WILL make you get over him, and fall for another. You may think that you'll never, never be able to get over him. Then comes along someone else who makes you start falling in love all over again. After all, we're all humans, and we fall in and out of love. We've feelings. So don't say you can't get over me, and that I'll always be your forever love, because I've been there, and it isn't so. You'll definitely be able to get over me.

2011-09-19T01:17:00.003+08:00

Now watching:

Hi hi hi! Sudden urge to blog, thou' I've no idea what to blog about! Haha, I know not many people read my blog because I don't go around publicizing or whatsoever. I just blog for the sake of my memories! Errrr, and I know only those who makes an effort to keep track of my life will actually come back here at times, ;) Haha but I like it this way, I don't like people whom I'm not close to to read my blog! Gahhh, don't even know what nonsense am I talkin' about! Haha!

Why my face look so round here tell me why! Hehehe. So yeah it's Holidays now, kinda' boring at times, SOMETIMES ONLY AH. Been busy with my license stuff. Seriously a chore to keep heading down to Ubi just for the lessons etc. Gahhh, and in the end if I don't pass it, then I'll just keep cursing and swearing, LOL.

It's like 1:23am right now. I'm randomly flipping through my BTT book. Gonna' continue watching my Korean Drama later! Singapore's so boring. Jonathan need to plan more outings. Hehehe. I need to mark out more dates for exciting outings. Hmmm Ice skating? Or just somewhere nice to eat, Buffet? Hehe.

Alright nuff' about my crap. Gonna' catch my drama. Goodnight. X

2011-09-16T14:26:00.005+08:00

So I got woken up by Vin early in the morning at round' 11:15am (Early for me) just to ask me bout' my results. I haven't gotten' mine at that time yet as I did not subscribe through Sms notifications! I lay on my bed continuing to sleep, while that idiot called me up at 11:30am again asking me to check my results online. Woah seriously this boy, more anxious than me. I could see all over Twitter- It was all bout' Exams and Gpa. Woah sian bu sian you tell me~ So I went online to check, haha, expected didn't do well. Eh it gets damn annoying when everyone is grumbling bout' their Gpa being 3.x while I didn't even hit the 3 mark. Study> Go for Exam> See results> Reflect> GET OVER IT. I really can't stand that people keep going on and onnnn bout' it omg.

Alright so, I'm awake early today! I like to wake up early. I dislike waking up at like 2 in the afternoon, LOL. So basically I've been spending my Holidays by going out everyday. Hehe, went Roller Blading yesterday yay. Oh did I mention that I fell? HAHA, how? While I was placing the cones on the floor I lost my balance, HAHAHA. Super laughable IKR, ^.^ Kkkk anyway had a good time, need more Roller blading sessions like this! K gotta' prepare to meet the rest now, ;)

2011-09-14T14:25:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching 2 dramas:

Queen Of Reversal- Really sweet drama. It actually shows me that a guy can love a girl so much, and can sacrifice so much for her. Really rare right! I know it's just a drama but still... Awww, damn sweet. I also want to find a guy like this. Hehe so cute and sweet, ;)

Terroir- This show like alright onlyyyy, not that nice as what I expected. I always want the girl to end up with the guy who is always secretly loving her, but of course it always doesn't happen that way. Haha!

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Hehe, I could just stay home and watch my Korean Dramas all day long. Still so many dramas I wanna' watch! ;) Watching Shining Inheritance right now! Hope it'll be good! Glad it's the Holidays right now, so I've all these time to watch my drama, hehehe.

Alright, enough of dramas already! Just came back from ESC Camp yesterday. Well, it was supposed to end today, but I came back a day earlier. What can I say.. It's not that the camp is totally boring and all, but it's just me I suppose. I just don't enjoy all these, and it's so tiring because I can't sleep well. People there all so smelly, HAHAHA, I really cannot tahan sia, will faint. Haha, I can't sleep well as long as it's not my bed. I only joined this camp because Kelly asked me to, but I guess it still doesn't really work out for me! Haha, good experience though.

Results out this Friday, I think. Please don't make me fail any, \:

2011-09-07T01:57:00.002+08:00

"We spend half our life sleeping, but we spend our whole life waiting. Waiting in lines, waiting for times, waiting to be old enough, waiting for a call. We’re always waiting. We just don’t always realize it. Waiting for someone to say something, waiting for them to notice you. Constantly waiting for that one person, and they have no idea you’re waiting for them."

2011-09-02T01:51:00.005+08:00

YESSSS! I'm finally over and done with Exams. Also, not forgetting that the long awaited Holidays are here! Still remember mugging like hell for the past few days, like to the extent, really. Didn't go out for like 3 or 4 consecutive days straight, woah, how did I even do that. Haha, it was pretty torturing, because I was telling myself I gotta' do it. Because I screwed up Term Test (Like failing everything), so I can't afford to do so now. I hope my hard work will pay off. I think I should be able to pass this time round. (Hopefully)

K nuff' said about Exams! Holidays are here, I've got soooo many things I wanna' do! Hehehe. I wanna' eat good food! I wanna' roller blade, ice skate, go around random places taking photos, shop like mad. I just wanna' lay at home all day to watch my Korean Drama! Haha, and the lists goes on~ ;)

School- Bout' 2 months break from School? As time past, I think I'm beginning to like my class more, :) I think they're really nice, always planning Birthdays and stuff. Hehe. I still remember flouring a classmate today hmm.. Poor girl, :b Having this ESC Camp comin' up, gosh, still deciding if I should go thou' I've already paid for it, hahaha!

Jon's GAGAFIED 18th!
Jonathan never fail to come up with the craziest idea- Themed Lady Gaga and Leopard prints. I was lucky I didn't get the worst dress, but instead, Jon himself! Hehe.

Hi Jon, I know you'll see this because you're the #1 stalker you know I know we all know! ;) I know it's pretty belated to wish you again now, (What to do, exams just over!) but still, I hope you've had a great time. Just so you know you're an awesome friend to me. Hehe! Walao so mushy. Hehehe LOVIUUUUU.

2011-08-27T02:31:00.002+08:00

Found this picture in my twitter! Omg, this is the ONLY picture I've left! Hehe.

Okkkk, so 2 papers down today- ESFAC and Engine Maths! Can finally relax A LITTLE BIT now! Next up- REBUS Paper! Anyway, didn't do as well as expected for today's Paper. Maths Section C was a killer, really. Hmmm, as far as I know it, no one of I know could do! Omg! Hopefully REBUS Paper next week won't be so tough! So anyway, after Papers today, went for Cheryl's 18th! :) It was nice to just catch up with the rest.

It really feels like everything is falling apart, in a way or so. Like everyone is going separate ways after graduating from Secondary School. Kinda' miss the old times.. But oh welllll, if it's strong enough, it'll all still stay, and that if it's worth, I'm sure, :)

2011-08-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

National Day.

Spent the day with my usual favourite people- Esther, Shreya and Jonathan! We just lazed the whole afternoon away. Being Singaporeans, we watched the NDP while having our Steamboat. Awesome time spent with them, like always! ;)

2011-08-11T19:44:00.002+08:00

Had my very first formal presentation in school just now! Our group had like 70 slides, which I thought it was pretty well done already. But the bloody teacher had to just find faults with us. Ah, oh well~ We'll just have to do better next time! Feels pretty weird wearing such office wear and all, hehe, damn formal! I'm glad it's over for now though. I was feeling so nervous just now! Can't wait for the Holidays to start, even though exams have even yet to commence. Hehehehe, ;) May I score better this time round! Alright, off to finish off my work!

2011-07-29T23:52:00.002+08:00

Too often we don’t realize, what we got till it’s gone. Too often we wait too long to say I’m sorry I was wrong.

It's Friday already, like finally! The weekends are here. Ahhh, time for some rest~ I still don't know how I managed to survive this entire week of school, with a mere 6 hours of sleep daily. Haha, for people that know me, should know that I normally sleep a lot more! Oh well, I'm placing a lot more effort in my school work now. (Or at least I feel I am!) I did not skip any school this whole week, and I'm trying to attend my lectures more often. Though I seriously think it's a still a complete waste of time spent there, still. Hehehe, I need a break man, seriously! Heading to Roller blade at East Coast tomorrow! Please please please don't rain! I wanna' bring my cones and put them to good use tomorrow! Yay, I can't wait! ;)

2011-07-25T22:43:00.002+08:00

I guess things are starting to change for the better already? Though I still dread going to school.. Hehehe. I remember Mummy telling me that she received a warning letter from my school just now. Gosh, I didn't attend that tutorial once only, what a bitch seriously. I really missed the times where Parents' letter could do the trick! Hehehe. Oh well, people around me have been complaining bout' projects piling up and all, but I don't really feel the stress. Ok not in that sense.. Sure there are projects, but not the that extent leyyy! Anyway, exams in like a month's time. I promise myself that I'll do better. Hehehehe, :)

2011-07-25T00:59:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just wonder if I'm gone, will it really make a difference?

2011-07-24T02:09:00.002+08:00

It's times like these when you can't help but just feel so fucking helpless.

2011-07-23T00:13:00.002+08:00

I just want a boy to be by my side. Willing to listen to me about my daily life. Would make an effort to make me smile at random occasions. I want somebody who is protective of me. Would not be embarrassed in front of his friends when he's with me. He would never look at other girls and hold my hand tightly.

No one is perfect but I was just hoping.

2011-07-20T23:55:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday, my favourite boy- Sia Jun Xian! :)
I hope you've enjoyed your day to the fullest with your friends and I.
Though it was only a dinner together with you, but I still hope you like it.
You're at some Thai disco right now, and I bet you're enjoying as well!
From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely hope you'd always be happy.
Comes what may, I'll still always be here.
Happy 20th, with lots of love! :)

2011-07-16T00:07:00.003+08:00

Yet another week of School has just went by. Sigh, time seems to go by so slowly in School. I thought I'm suppose to be enjoying my Poly life, but why am I not? I question myself time and again, what am I doing here in lecture where I learn nothing? What am I even doing in this course? I just seem to be wasting my life away. Every morning, I lay on the bed, reluctant to get out of it to head to school. I skip school/ lecture time and again, receive warning letter which I never ever wanted. Sigh, what's the point seriously?

Aside from all the negative thoughts from School, of course it doesn't seem all so bad. Minus the studying portion, I guess the people I met in school are all getting better. I know it'll all start falling in place, in time.

On a happier note, had some picnic session organized by organizer Ho, as usual! Surprisingly, quite a number turned up. Of course, it all ended up well. Had fun and all, and not forgetting the chubby bunny! Haha! It's times like these, when you can just be yourself isn't it, :)

2011-07-07T01:18:00.001+08:00

"Enjoy the little things in life,
for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things."

2011-07-03T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hi all! So I've decided to a decent update on my life, hehehe. So yeah, first week of School just went by. I've gotten back all my 3 papers. So I've failed 2 subjects out of 3, and got 25/50 for the last. Seriously fuck this shit man. I'm really starting to detest School. Wait, since when have I ever liked it? HAHAHA, oh well, what can I say, LIFE GOES ON.

Headed to Playnation a few weeks back with the usuals! Called most of the guys last minute (Like really, at 3am!) and all of them turned up! Haha, had fun. Anyway, it's always the company that counts isn't it, ;)

A meet up with MC Hong! Been long since we've last met up! Did nothing much, went Bugis, dined at Thai Express. Omg, I always wanna' go there to eat, but most of my friends don't take spicy, so... Yeah, :( Anyway, did nothing much, just caught up with one another! ^^

Met up with JunLiang, Keeway and GuanLiang to do a simple Birthday celebration for JunLiang! We had Dinner at Astons, and then to the Arcade where GuanLiang was actually SUPPOSE to treat us, HAHAHA. Well, hopefully JunLiang enjoyed his simple 18th, hehehe thoughts that counts la right~~~

Of course not forgetting my dearest girl, SiSi!!!! Hehehe, omg, I can't emphasize on how much this girl love copying my poses when we're taking photos together. Above are only 2 examples of the many! HAHAHA, I think she just wants to look as good as me la, can't help it. HEHEHEHEHE.

2011-06-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

I wish I can be better..

2011-06-27T22:37:00.001+08:00

I wish you cared more about my feelings from the start...
What's the point of it now anyway?

2011-06-23T03:05:00.002+08:00

The Holidays has been great so far, but it'll end soon, in bout' 3 days time. Aw, I really don't like the idea of going back to School. Not to mention getting back my Term Test results, sigh. So anyway, the Holidays was really a good time to just relax and get everything off my mind. (Or did I?) Haha, never been a day when I was home. Had no time for my Korean Drama, it's been so longgg~ Oh well, I've to REALLY start gettin' focused on my School work. I know I'm lagging behind by so much. I'll do better, I promise myself, hehe.

Why can't everyone be happy?

2011-06-19T20:32:00.002+08:00

Happy Father's Day to my always awesome Father! :)

I really make a very bad daughter, like seriously, I'm always giving him attitude
and always cold to him over the littlest thing even though
I know he's just being concern. But he NEVER flares up, has NEVER scolded me,
always being so forever caring and understanding.
Thank you Daddy, y'know you're one in a million in my heart,
and that I really do appreciate you, even though I don't show.
I promise I'll be better, :) Love you!

2011-06-12T15:19:00.005+08:00

Hiiii all! I'm blogging right now. HAHAHA, it's not like a lot of people read my blog now also! Updating just for the sake of memories. Hehehe! It's like a Sunday, and I'm home. Have been going out pretty often for the past few days. I just need a day to stay home and rest! Going for Dinner with my Mum and Brothers later, yay, wonder what are we gonna' have! :D

Alright so here goes.. Gonna' update from my Birthday onwards, if I can recall!

On my actual Birthday itself, 2nd June, I had School! Hahaha, awesome. It's my first time spending my Birthday in School! Oh well, I only went for one lecture though. Cause' I met HaiXing and JunXian, and skipped one lecture for them. I'm so nice! After School ended, my sweetest classmates celebrated my Birthday over at Tampines Mall! We had Lunch together, and they sang me a Birthday song, awww~ ^^

Met up with Cynthia, Adeline and Doreen after that! Fatin joined us for awhile as well! Walked around Town area. Oh, went Playnation! Played and danced like nobody's business. Anyway, all in all, I really enjoyed myself with the girls. Really brings back memories. Please always stay close, love you girlies! :)

A day after my actual Birthday! Had a Birthday Chalet. Actually it wasn't so much of wanting to celebrate my Birthday, I just wanted a gathering! It turned out pretty well. Except for the fact that all my good friends threw cake on me, and that my Mum forced me to drink.... :( Hehehe, really had a good time. And really, thanks to every single one who came down. It all counts and adds up! :)

After all the exams has ended, School holidays had finally arrived! So yesss, went out on a day to celebrate Heidi's belated Birthday! We had steamboat, and it was good! :) Hope Heidi had a great time!

Out with Keeway on a random day to Town. Really love the endless topics that we would have! She and her forever nonsense really never fail to make me laugh!

The girl whom I've been spending most of my time with- My darling, Esther! Hehehe. Ok, met her for like consecutive 3 days already. And we're like texting everyday as well. Later she get sick of me, hehehe! K, anyway, it feels good to have a friend whom you know you can rely on. Awwww, love love love~

2011-05-31T21:26:00.001+08:00

How we used to be............. :)

2011-05-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

At times, don't you just feel that everyone around you is so fake? And all you wish to do is just hide at one corner and let your emotions out. When all you can do is just think about what had gone wrong, or where have you not done enough. It's times like these when your nights seems so, so long..

2011-05-29T12:12:00.002+08:00

Have been Roller blading for quite a lot these few days. Heehee, really love roller blading man! Went East Coast yesterday to get my new Roller blade, like finally! Heehee, really love it man! Hopefully I won't be so lazy to use it as time comes by! :P

2011-05-28T00:39:00.001+08:00

Favourite people in school, :)

2011-05-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

Currently at Malaysia, Genting! ^^ Parents decided to come here for a short trip, they're always planning things last minute! Lovin' the weather ttm here, totally cannot compare to Singapore's eh?! So anyway, I've yet to complete my very first assignment, which is due next week. It was supposed to be a month's assignment, but I've to chiong in 3 days, awesome or what?! Oh well, I've got Quiz on Monday as well, reckon I'm gonna' fail. Hahaha do I suck or whattt... Really.

2011-05-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

Because I know it'll all get better, in time.
You've gotta' keep believing in yourself, for that matter, :)

2011-05-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

The weekends are here. Ah, yes ah! No School on Tuesday as well, happy or what! Seriously, everyday I'm like just hoping for the weekends to arrive man. Oh, and I just realised that the IFM Camp is this Friday. Omg, anyone wanna' go take MC with me? :( Sigh sigh sigh. Ok I should really stop this shit, bye.

2011-05-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

Hi allllll! It's Friday the 13th tomorrow! I'm seeing it everywhere, it's on Facebook and all over Twitter! Oh well, may everything go well for me tomorrow! School's not gettin' any better. In fact, I dread going to School everyday. Ah, this sucks. There's also an IFM camp coming up, I really don't feel like going. I told my Mum bout' it and she was like 'Ok I go take MC for you la ok?' Haha, awesome! But I should probably go la.. I need more bonding session.. Which I hate. I don't like socializing oh my tianzzzz! I miss all my friendssss!

2011-05-08T01:52:00.003+08:00

Finally a date out with my Darling Cat, Keeway! It's days like these when I can just be myself, and voice out everything to someone. Someone whom I know I can rely and trust. Hehe, why am I being so sweet here... Feeling so much better now anyway! :)

2011-05-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

And so the routine of School begins tomorrow, yet again.
Sigh, major sigh. I really don't like School.... :(

2011-05-02T13:35:00.001+08:00

I hate whatever that is happening right now.
So do you wanna' remind me, what's new?

2011-05-01T01:28:00.001+08:00

People just come and go as they wish.
One moment they're there treating you like you're the best, and the other moment they treat you like trash.
It's such a funny world that we live in, isn't it?

2011-04-27T21:34:00.002+08:00

I've been going on and on bout' my School and all, I know right?! I just can't help it! It's really, not getting any better. Hahaha, I don't know if I'm just anti-social or what, I'm like not talking to anyone and just speaking to Kelly and Vincent. Oh, and hanging out with the mentors. Sia laaa, I should really change my attitude, haha! I'm glad that I end at 1 for Wednesday to Friday, heehee, I like! Project works and assignments given on the.. Second day of School?! Tell me what the shit is this man! Haha, ok, I should really stop grumbling, yes? :) My class is actually quite bonded, they're always planning outings and all, also, we just celebrated a classmate's Birthday! Oh, there's another camp coming up. No way, I don't like overnight camps! :( I should really start to love School more, :)

2011-04-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

Had my first day of Poly School just now.. It was... BORING! The Lectures and all really made me wanna' sleep. Can't imagine going through all of these for the next 3 years, gosh! Oh well, guess I just have to get used to it. Had a great time after School anyway, the people I met there really made things better, :) It's nearing 10pm, and I've to be up at... 8am tomorrow. Gonna' turn in soon I guess. Just can't help to feel sleepy.

2011-04-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

Three sighs for School tomorrow... Not looking forward to it. This is where it all happens. Where everyone will start leading their own lives. Where everyone will find new friends. Where everyone will forget about the 'stay in contact' which they mentioned. Where everyone will no longer put in effort to meet up. Ok.... Maybe it only applies to some. But well.... Sigh, I miss everyone... :(

2011-04-23T00:18:00.004+08:00

Back from TP's 3 days Orientation! :) Truth be told, when I first saw my class, I was like omg... They're all (mostly) younger than me and they're all damn weird.. Haha, or is it just Coral people whom are weird? Hmm.. During the first day I was kinda' anti-social and more of like 'observing' everyone. HAHAHA! But after the 3 days, it was really fun. TP is very, very high. I cheered and shouted like I never did before, and I had so much fun! :) All the mentors were really nice, especially my class' mentors, of course! Though my class is from an engineering school, I'm really glad that majority of my classmates are girls! (Well, that only applies to my course, heehee!)

Really love TP, a really hyper School, and met so many friendly people! And I'm sure, in time, I'll start to love my classmates and school more than ever! :) Heehee!

2011-04-20T22:10:00.001+08:00

Mac at 2am= (Y)! :)

2011-04-17T23:59:00.003+08:00

"If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It's hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that's precisely what happens when we hug each other.

Sometimes, I just wished I could read people's mind, to know what they're thinking..

2011-04-16T01:42:00.003+08:00

K so apparently I'm not so excited bout' School anymore, why ah!!! I heard that engineering people are pretty weird, yes??? Lol, am I weird?? Omg! I hope my course will have more girls than guys! Shreya and Esther seemed to be doing pretty well in theirs! I might become a loner, wahahaha! What if no one wants to make friends with me?! :( Ok la maybe I should change my default look? I should like smile always, so I'd look more friendly hor??? Hahaha! Bullshit, what the heck am I talking about man.

Oh ya, did I mention that I passed my Guitar exam?! Wohooo! Ok so I actually got the text from my Teacher last week, she said she called Plaza Sing and they said I passed. She told me, 'Yipeee, you passed. Celebration?' and I was like 'Woah, I hope they didn't see wrongly, after all it hasn't been posted to Yamaha yet.' So she was like 'Oh ya, so don't celebrate yet?' Hahaha! So I didn't tell anyone in case like paiseh la, y'know?! Like I tell you I passed, then in the end I actually failed, HAHA. So she just confirmed my grades that I passed. I'm like damn happy la, although I didn't do very well! Yay yay yay, say hello to grade 7 (hahaha what a noob!) HEEHEE! SO NOW I CAN FINALLY TELL ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I PASSED! YAY!

Ok so it's nearing 2am, and I've Guitar Lesson tomorrow. I've to be up by like 11am because my Parents are overseas (like always wth?!) and no one will fetch me to Tampines tomorrow, :( Er.. I need at least 10 hours of sleep ok. Ok cya'll!!!

2011-04-15T02:44:00.004+08:00

Went Singapore Flyers with my Family like last week or so..? But I still wish to blog bout' it because it makes me happy, heehee! So this is like.. My third time (I suppose) going to the Flyers! It seems like they've upgraded. Before we went to sit the Flyers, we got to walk through this place where they will tell us about how the Flyers work, or something. Haha, I don't know, I wasn't really paying attention because I was more excited to sit the Flyers!!

Actually I also don't know why am I so excited to sit the Flyers la. It's not say very fun or whatsoever, but it just makes me happy sitting it with my Family! Hahaha, and it has been DAMN long since I've went out with my Family for a FULL DAY! Heehee! So yup, took lots of pictures during the ride! :)

Oh, and Bryan was just sitting the whole time (almost) because he was afraid of heights. Walao, waste money or what seh!!! Hahaha!

After the ride, we went to the Arcade and we had 2 rounds of Daytona. I got 4th/5 during the first round, while Mummy got the last placing, wahahaha! For the next round, I got LAST. Walao, I don't think I'm THAT bad right??? And for both the rounds Daddy got 1st, what is this!!! Hahaha.

We then decided to stop by Anderson's to have some dessert. Had the Family Fondue (or something) and it was pretty good! Hehe love days like these.

2011-04-14T01:19:00.011+08:00

This is gonna' be a pictureful post, as Keeway wants all the photos up! Hehehe, I'm so nice right Cat? :)

Decided to go Roller blading again today. Hehe, we were all praying that it would not rain. So we met up at WhiteSands, had Lunch, and headed to Pasir Ris Park. They rented their blades there while I brought my own, :)

After about 2 hours of blading, we decided to stop and went to play Pool for awhile as they weren't hungry yet. Went for Dinner at Pasta Mania after that, :) Stayed there to sit and just chit chat, :)

Headed to the Arcade for awhile, and then to MacCafe to have dessert! I love the brownie there, heehee!

And then Keeway started to snap pictures of herself, over and over again... With my new application in my phone which I've just downloaded, hahaha!

Overall, it was yet another great day out with them. Can't wait for the next outing to come for us to come together again, :) Till then.. SCHOOL! :(

2011-04-13T03:05:00.002+08:00

Day out when we were (yet again) SUPPOSED to go blading! Failed again, as it was raining from kittens&puppies to cats&dogs. HAHAHAHAHA. Oh well, what a wasted day, again! Had Dinner at Domino's, and I guess that'll suffice. It made the day better, hehehehe. For the whole Holidays (6 months!!!), I think I've only managed to have ONE blading session SUCCESSFULLY. Sobxsobx.

2011-04-12T00:50:00.003+08:00

My girlies came over to my place this afternoon, and we had a great swim together in the Pool!!! I remember Cynthia was trying to push me down to the Pool, but I ended up pushing her down instead, hahaha, was really funny! Was teaching Adeline how to swim, but she still didn't get it in the end!! Went to the Sauna after that, first time using the Sauna there, haha! Back home, Fatin left while we ordered Domino's! Doreen and Leonard came after that. Hehe, happy day yay!

2011-04-09T01:40:00.002+08:00

This was the day that Esther, Jon and I were SUPPOSED to Roller blade. Ok, take note of the word 'supposed' right? Also, that there were no photos of us blading. Why? I think this was the day Esther and I experienced the WORST weather while we were blading. We reached the Park, and it started raining cats and dogs. Headed to the nearest hut with one pathetic umbrella, one hand holding Jon's bag and one hand holding an umbrella. Was stuck at the hut for almost an hour. I don't think anyone will know how bad it was, but us. Seriously! It was like.. The wind could literally push me back, while me on my blades. I was like rolling back, HAHAHA. Oh, not to mention that the umbrella was flipped as well. By the time the rain stopped, we were all drenched, from head to toe. It was like we all just bathed, HAHAHA, ok not kidding, not funny.

But haiya, what an experience. But to make ourselves feel better (Or an excuses), we decided to have Hei Sushi buffet. Hehehe, it was a great day out with both of them with their never ending nonsenses! :)

2011-04-08T02:20:00.003+08:00

Yet another wonderful day out with Keeway, Jonathan and JunXian. We went Ice Skating, hehe, and yes, it was no doubt damn fun! :D JunXian best la, he tried to scare me while skating, but he fell down himself while trying to do so, hahaha. All the little kids skating in the middle of the rink were all awesomely good. *Envy envy* Haha!

And after a cold and tiring day of skating.. We headed to have some hot and superb Dinner- Claypot Frog Leg Porridge! Hehehe, craving for more right now! :D

2011-04-04T02:14:00.003+08:00

'Random Gathering' Chalet as said by Jon. It was a pretty well planned event! I never liked Crabmeat, but on that day I craved so much for Bbq Crabmeat with Tabasco. Ah, awesome man! Hahaha. It was a great day with awesome people! Played Indian Poker and it was really funny, how they managed to trick someone else though he/ she got an Ace. Hehe, super cute. Luck wasn't really on my side and I drank a few cups, till my face turned red. I think I turn red easily as well, haha!

Time past, and we all move on, out of Secondary School life. Kinda' sad, kinda' miss everyone. The people, the teachers, ok maybe A BIT of lessons. The feeling of dreading to go School, and attire checks. Hehe, really cute though. Hope we'll all still keep in contact, though it's pretty impossible for some~ :S

2011-04-03T02:20:00.002+08:00

Seems as though everyone is dreading the day which Poly commence.I've no idea why, but I'm pretty excited! Hehehe. I hope it'll be fun, and that I'll meet nice people there! :) HEHEHEHE, can you feel me?!

Ok, Sentosa last week with Keeway, Jonathan and JunXian! Each of us had to bring a dish of our own. I was supposed to prepare Prawn Paste Chicken but the Chicken spoilt in the end, woah? So I just bought food from WhiteSands! Keeway made Sanwiches, JunXian made Fried Rice and Jonathan made Spaghetti. Hehe, it was a great day spent! :)

2011-03-30T01:54:00.004+08:00

Went to Town just now to get my iPhone changed. Ah, initially I thought they would just repair my speaker, didn't really know it's a 1 for 1 exchange. Great, so now I've got a new iPhone, with all my photos, videos, applications, messages etc all gone. Gosh, I really feel the pain. Also, I've yet to upload the Ice Skating photos. Ahhh, hate this feeling. Really loved those photos! :( Stupid iPhone, what's wrong with their product when I've only used it for the most.. 6 months? Oh well, no point brooding over it though..

Happier note.. Went to Universal Studio a few days back. Yay, really loved the place, with all the interesting views and rides! Really wish to go back and visit it again, especially with my Family! :)

Please give me some space to breathe..

2011-03-27T02:58:00.001+08:00

Cause' in the end, everyone leaves anyway...

2011-03-24T14:26:00.008+08:00

I'm bored now, HEEHEE, so here goes..

30 random facts about me.

1) I love having/ seeing fanciful coloured nails.
2) I really love/ need having happy people around me.
3) I seldom strike a conversation with someone first.
4) I judge, and dislike a person (easily) by their first impression they give me.
5) I'd prefer having a single Best Friend, than a whole lot of friends.
6) My favourite pet to keep is a Hamster.
7) Whenever sad, I always play my Guitar, which makes me feel a little better.
8) I play my Guitar daily, and sing, if I've the time.
9) At times, I prefer having a good (not best) guy friend than a girl,
because they don't have scheming thoughts and are more easy to be with.
10) I honestly would cherish my Best friend (if I had one) more than my Boyfriend.
11) I love drawing, especially cartoons.
12) My favourite character is Doraemon, and I've more than 40 Doraemon
items in my room itself.
13) I get pissed off with people that makes fun of my name.
14) I rely on my Mother a lot, and she's the person I love most.
15) I'm more sensitive than anyone else can ever imagine, I think a lot,
never tell, and can cry over the littlest things.
16) Whenever sad, I NEVER confide into anyone and hide in my room.
I'll feel appreciated if someone knows I'm upset and ask,
and I'll tell if you're someone I trust.
17) I like crossing my legs up whenever eating.
18) I weigh myself every single day.
19) I love singing, and had ever aspire to be a singer when I was young.
(Not many knew, or took it seriously.)
20) I have more than 30 rings, and still counting on.
21) I go into my Brothers' room every night before I go to bed,
to check if they're safe and have their blankets on.
22) I always wish to have a Best friend like a Boyfriend-
Texting every single day about almost everything under the Sun.
23) I'm especially friendly on the internet as compared to real life.
24) I usually don't take a fancy of guys younger or are of the same age as me.
25) I'm not afraid of not doing well myself, but am more afraid of
disappointing the people around me. (Eg. Not doing well for O' Levels,
failing my Guitar Exam etc.)
26) I take at least 30 minutes to fall asleep everyday, if I'm not sleepy.
27) I'm a very light sleeper, and can wake up even if my door just opens.
28) I love watching (Romance) Korean Drama, and always wish my love life
was as fortunate as theirs.
29) Though I seldom read, but I love books as the words express a feeling
in me that I'll always feel for, indescribable.
30) I really, really love small children.

2011-03-24T00:23:00.003+08:00

Attended Adeline's Birthday Chalet a few days back.
Brings back Primary School memories. Ah, how much I miss them..
I could still remember that during Primary School,
we (Adeline, Cynthia, Doreen and me) would always stay together,
and hang out at the basketball court. Not forgetting,
always taking NEOPWINTZ, hehehehe! Those were the times..
Where there was nothing to worry about,
and there were so much laughters.. :)

2011-03-21T01:17:00.003+08:00

Went over to Uncle Jesmond's place for Zyenn's one month. Aw, she's really cute, and has really huge eyes! Phoebe was there as well, she never fail to make my day. She's always so happy, which no doubt makes me happy as well! Hehe, really love little kids, :) They're always so free from all troubles.

2011-03-20T01:25:00.005+08:00

Life's pretty normal these few days, I mean, what else is there to expect? Since everyone comes and go as they wish, ha ha ha. I'm gettin' really, really sick of life, in a way or another, gah.. Seriously, fuck my negative thoughts these few days.

Oh well, have been spending my Holidays for the past few days with Shreya, Jonathan and Esther. Jonathan has never ending ideas for outings, seriously, it makes our Holidays so fun, haha! Universal Studio, trip to JB and ICE SKATING coming up! Also, celebrated JunLiang's 21st Birthday downstairs just now along with the guys. Brought my Guitar down as well, had fun playing with it with them all! :)

2011-03-15T02:22:00.005+08:00

Have you ever been so upset that you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can't tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you’re not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don’t bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You’ll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today’s not the day. Because here’s to the nights you dealt with more than you bargained for. All those sleepless nights crying so hard you couldn’t breathe. Curling up on the bed and crying to sleep, chocking in between tears just shouting to the pillow, without anyone knowing. To the nights you couldn't wait till everybody grew up because you were sick of them judging you. To all those nights you wished things would just get better. To all those good nights that turned to bad. To all those nights you wished you were older. To those nights that unfortunately came too soon. Then again, what's the use?
After all, they're all too good to be true, no one stays, and ultimately, you're only left with yourself and your hurts.

2011-03-13T01:12:00.003+08:00

It's funny how people whom you used to be so close to,
have now all turned out like strangers in your life.
You tell yourself that you're still all the same,
it's her/ him who has changed to another, and start convincing yourself.
As you look back, you'll then start reminiscing the moments,
and realise how dear she/ he actually was. You tell yourself
how much she/ he suck, but just can't get over it.
And then it becomes a routine, and you start to wonder all over again..

2011-03-08T00:59:00.002+08:00

Days out with JunXian for the past few days was great! :)
Hehe, Mummy brought him to eat at Malaysia for Supper for the past few days,
and he likes it!!! Then again, I wonder if anyone is like us..
Just going to Malaysia in the middle of the night for Supper, haha!
Have been doing Poly enrollment stuff as well,
such a chore man, seriously! Gonna' submit everything in tomorrow!
Finally! In a way or so, I can't wait for Poly to begin! ^^

2011-03-02T02:10:00.009+08:00

'Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.'

Day out with my GarGar Cat!
Shopped around for her Bikini, sexy only seh~
Haha, typical day out, endless topics with her, yay~ :)

Esther came over to my place, and we went down for a swim!
Great, swam 20 laps! Arms are aching now, no idea why..
They normally don't when I swim, hmm..
Haha, yup, then had Pizza for Dinner, awesome day~ :)

2011-02-27T01:25:00.009+08:00

Cousin's Wedding! :)

2011-02-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

Day out with Mummy to Vivo! Had our hair washed, and just shopped around.
Wanted to go for Manicure but wellll, dropped the idea!
Daddy joined us for Dinner at Shabuya. Ah, my favourite.
Seriously, can never can sick of it, ^^ But $175 for 3 was pretty unexpected..
Anyway, just love days like this! :)

2011-02-21T01:44:00.002+08:00

Doreen's 18th Birthday celebration @ Sentosa! :)
Played Frisbee and Volleyball, and it was so damn hot!!!
Anyway, wish to go there again soon, so fun!!!! :)

Doreen: Happy 18th my Darling girl. You're the only friend whom
I've known so long, and yet still close, and counting on, :)
I'll never get the same feeling as I've with you, in others.
Y'know what I mean right, :) Even if everyone fails,
you and I know we'll still have each other always yes!
Hehe, be touched. See you soon! Love ya!

2011-02-20T02:12:00.017+08:00

I like how not many people views my blog,
and that I can blog whatever I want,
and that those that views are my good friends that makes an effort
to catch up with my life! Hehhhh! ^^
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2 consecutive days out with JunXian! Hehehe.
First day- Met him at SengKang, had Lunch there!
Wanted to fly kite eh, but plan failed because.. It rained... :(
LOL, so cabbed over to prawn!! Prawned for like 3 hours or so.
Hehehe, the last prawn I caught was HUGE, okie not exaggerating.
Haiya say only ma, haolian a bit k? Hahaha!

Today, had Guitar Lesson as usual! Woah, played solo infront of class.
Nervous please~ Met JunXian then, headed to open area to FLY KITE!
Jonathan came over for awhile as well, he passed us mats yay!
Flew and flew, and Zhi Rong came down. Seriously man, see they all
like very strong, run here run there, but never even fly up! :x
Hahaha! Flew for like 5 hours?! DIDN'T EVEN FLY UP. -FAIL-
Dinner at Mr Prata, and headed to Central to meet the guys.
Watched soccer there omg? JiaHao drove me home then.
Yay love today!

Video of how JunXian failed in flying a kite.
Lol, ignore the background noise by Jonathan and me.
Just really find it so cute and can't stop laughing!! :x

2011-02-17T02:23:00.004+08:00

Badminton session with Esther, Joel, DingCong, Jeff and Sameh! :)
Been a long time since I've last played, and I really enjoyed!
Should have more of such sessions soon! Haha, Dinner with them
at Tampines, and Pool session at E!hub, :)

2011-02-15T17:17:00.008+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!! Be it couples or singles! :)
Spent my Valentine's with, of course, my Darling Boyfriend!
How did it start.. Hm, I was taking a nap in the afternoon
in my Mum's room, when someone suddenly kissed my lips presenting
a bouquet of Roses! Haha, aw how sweet! :) We had Dinner over at Vivo,
was pretty expensive though. Then enjoyed the scenery there.
Haha, awesome time spent with him! :)

To JunXian:
Thank you for your endless love and tolerence towards me.
I've to admit I'm not easy to please, hehehe, well you know it~
Still, look how far we've come! Words won't express everything,
I believe actions will tell how dear you're to me, :*
I love you, so much! Happy Valentine's, Hun!

2011-02-12T00:30:00.004+08:00

Mummy's Birthday! She says she wants to be forever 38,
also don't know why must it be that age, lmao!
Oh well, just a simple Dinner at a Japanese Restaurant!
Wohooo, get to eat all the Salmons I want, I like!! :)

2011-02-11T15:26:00.003+08:00

Day out with my Dearest Cat, Keeway, to Town! :)
Did nothing much. Just shopped + endless topics to talk about! ;)
Had Dinner with my Mum and her at Balestier, Bah Kut Teh!!! ^^

2011-02-10T02:29:00.004+08:00

Pictures taken with Esther these few days.
Caught 'All's Well End's Well', show's not too bad I guess.
Wanting to catch many Movies these few days,
all seem pretty interesting to me! :)
Life's getting more and more boring...
No work/ School= Wake up, go out, come home, watch drama, sleep.
The whole cycle never fail to repeat itself. Ah, how mundane...

2011-02-09T03:23:00.006+08:00

A random day out for Dinner with JunXian!
And he came over for awhile as well!
Hehe, simple yet contented. Like always, :)

2011-02-08T04:06:00.002+08:00

A random catch up with Jozef! Basically just met up and hung around
Pasir Ris area. Nothing much. But really good catching up with him though, :)
Met JunXian after his class for Dinner at Bedok. Ate so much!!!